It’s Saturday night.

You and your husband have sat down, about to watch the telly, the one show you both like; the only one where you can sit side by side focusing on the same thing. The same laughs, the same traumas, the same intrigues.

You’re glad to sit down. Your week’s been all about getting to work, doing work, coming home from work, cooking family dinner, clearing up after family dinner, showering and pyjama-ing one kid then nagging then reading to the other. It’s life in the trenches.

Silence from upstairs. In a couple of hours you’ll probably hear the banging and thumping then you’ll go up with a bottle of milk. But for now, silence.

The oasis of shared peace in front of the telly draws you down and you look over at him thinking, oh to do this more often!

Waiting for the wails from upstairs, looking at the clock, worrying whether you have the volume too loud, you sigh and think that one day you’ll miss the full-on-ness, she won’t be two forever and you’ll miss it sorely, but for now, it’s hard.

The telly drones on, enticing you away. You stop worrying about the noise, knowing that if she wakes, a bottle will fix it. Really, you don’t have it so hard. Stop whining.

hidden in plain sight

hidden in plain sight

The show is over. You glance at the clock. As your eye scrapes the room, through the glass doors you spot a huddled shape in the next room in the glow of a flickering green light.

Shit! It’s your other kid! X-boxing! He’s still up and you forgot! Flying belly-on-the-ground low under the radar, putting off bed-time, very successfully.

You sigh. Life in the trenches is full of battles. Getting him to bed is just another one.

Is eating primally worth it? Or just a pain in the arse?
Taking stock